Tuesday, April 06, 2004
I now weigh 49kg, unfed. The scales haven't been tipping this way for quite a while, although I have to admit they were in the proximate region.
This is probably a cumulative result of eating less, irregular sleeping hours, some exercise, and more recently, his death, my sorrow. Ok, I wouldn't exactly make a fuss if I get to shed another two kilos off... but I want my weight to remain this way, sorrow included. I don't want time to heal anything because with time, the surest and only thing that can happen is him fading away.
This is probably a cumulative result of eating less, irregular sleeping hours, some exercise, and more recently, his death, my sorrow. Ok, I wouldn't exactly make a fuss if I get to shed another two kilos off... but I want my weight to remain this way, sorrow included. I don't want time to heal anything because with time, the surest and only thing that can happen is him fading away.
