Monday, August 30, 2004
Sudden cardiac arrhythmia. It's official, finally, after so many months. Some friends view it as a conclusive closure, I don't know what to think of it. There might as well have been no explanation because the unexpected nature of the event is the key point in the definition of such a cause of death. We can blame no one and we can't fall back on logic either. All the questions left unanswered will always remain unanswered, point it to fate or force majeure or God works in mysterious ways; whatever that best consoles yourself when you are in grief and stumped. I dreamt of him last night. That which has happened to him has already weakened me as much.
